有時很討厭自己,
因為覺得自己身上的女性細胞很多.
我在看原來愛上賊的最後幾集時看到哭,
尤其是BT在車上奄奄一息的時候,
發現淚珠掉下來了.
心底當然知道整個劇情拍得很不真實,
但我就是這麼認真.
畢竟不擺脫理性的思想, 就沒辦法享受了.
奈何我的認真都不在對的時間.
今天聽著坦克的新歌, 好有感觸.
像自己就是他一樣, 有著預測不到的心臟病.
當他唱到,
"我還能珍惜什麼 如果我連自己的脈搏 都難掌握"
我直接就是想哭.
突然覺得完全投入他人的感受是那麼地真實.
不想寫了, 感到好像半裸跑到大街上一樣.
再寫就進級全裸了.
如果我變成回憶 - Tank
作詞：施人誠、陳信延 作曲：Tank
累了 照慣例努力清醒著
也照慣例想妳了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在夢中 不聽話的 就停止了
聽著 呼吸像浪潮拍動著
越美麗越讓我忐忑
我還能珍惜什麼
如果我連自己的脈搏 都難掌握
如果我變成回憶 退出了這場生命
留下妳錯愕哭泣
我冰冷身體 擁抱不了妳
想到我讓深愛的妳人海孤獨旅行
我會恨自己 如此狠心
如果我變成回憶 終於沒那么幸運
沒機會白著頭髮
蹣跚牽著妳 看晚霞落盡
漫長時光總有一天妳會傷心痊愈
若有人可以 讓他陪妳 我不怪妳
快樂 什么時候會結束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把妳緊緊抱著
可知妳是我生命中的 最捨不得
如果我變成回憶 退出了這場生命
留下妳錯愕哭泣
我冰冷身體 擁抱不了妳
想到我讓深愛的妳人海孤獨旅行
我會恨自己 如此狠心
如果我變成回憶 終於沒那么幸運
沒機會白著頭髮
蹣跚牽著妳 看晚霞落盡
漫長時光總有一天妳會傷心痊愈
若有人可以 讓他陪妳
如果我變成回憶 最怕我太不爭氣
頑固地賴在空氣 霸佔妳心裡 每一寸空隙
連累依然愛我的妳痛苦 承受失去
這樣不公平 請妳盡力 把我忘記
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
Don't lose your childish mood
To Mr. Whatever-your-name-is,
I am very glad that I could be your service in all sort of problems you met during desktop/network operations, sincerely I am.
But please don't test my patience, and understand what I answer you, before you continue.
This shall be my clarification.
Remember once you asked, why I never get you new desktops.
I said, because I don't have the authority to assign new desktops.
Then you asked again, these computers so slow how to use.
I said these few computers are already fastest units which I have the authority to assign to.
You said, Har? So lousy one meh? Last time buy new desktops already what...
Fuck you dude... did you even pay attention from the start?
I still smile and say, I don't have the authority to assign new desktops.
A few days later, you got me a scan decive and tell me you could not plug to computer,
just because the cable is ps/2 type, and the computer only have USB available.
You asked, is there any converter for this issue, and do I have it.
I said, there is a converter but it doesn't work perfectly, I had personally experienced that.
Without waiting your next question, I said the best solution is change the ps/2 cable into USB one, because that is the only solid and long term solution.
Then the conversation ends, you left.
And then, another few days later, I finally have my first day leave, goyang kaki-ing @ hometown.
You called to my cellphone, with annoying accent,
Hey I bought the ps/2-to-usb converter and plugged to the computer, why only could scan a few characters but not all characters sia?
Pay attention, that bloody fellow used "sia" at the end.
I said, I thought I already told you it will not work perfectly? Why you still buy that?
I am really really really feel so sucks when answering that fellow.
You said, because this thing only SG$8 then just buy for try.
Then I feel, what for you fucking ask me if you had decided to goddamn do it no matter what I answer you?
Somemore that thing only cost less than RM10, that fellow spend SG$8 for it.
Please lar, you wan to be that kiamsiap, keep it to yourself ok for holy mother-of-god sake...
And still fucking holy dam shit call me just for this stupid shit even know that I'm on leave.
I'm tired dude...
I am very glad that I could be your service in all sort of problems you met during desktop/network operations, sincerely I am.
But please don't test my patience, and understand what I answer you, before you continue.
This shall be my clarification.
Remember once you asked, why I never get you new desktops.
I said, because I don't have the authority to assign new desktops.
Then you asked again, these computers so slow how to use.
I said these few computers are already fastest units which I have the authority to assign to.
You said, Har? So lousy one meh? Last time buy new desktops already what...
Fuck you dude... did you even pay attention from the start?
I still smile and say, I don't have the authority to assign new desktops.
A few days later, you got me a scan decive and tell me you could not plug to computer,
just because the cable is ps/2 type, and the computer only have USB available.
You asked, is there any converter for this issue, and do I have it.
I said, there is a converter but it doesn't work perfectly, I had personally experienced that.
Without waiting your next question, I said the best solution is change the ps/2 cable into USB one, because that is the only solid and long term solution.
Then the conversation ends, you left.
And then, another few days later, I finally have my first day leave, goyang kaki-ing @ hometown.
You called to my cellphone, with annoying accent,
Hey I bought the ps/2-to-usb converter and plugged to the computer, why only could scan a few characters but not all characters sia?
Pay attention, that bloody fellow used "sia" at the end.
I said, I thought I already told you it will not work perfectly? Why you still buy that?
I am really really really feel so sucks when answering that fellow.
You said, because this thing only SG$8 then just buy for try.
Then I feel, what for you fucking ask me if you had decided to goddamn do it no matter what I answer you?
Somemore that thing only cost less than RM10, that fellow spend SG$8 for it.
Please lar, you wan to be that kiamsiap, keep it to yourself ok for holy mother-of-god sake...
And still fucking holy dam shit call me just for this stupid shit even know that I'm on leave.
I'm tired dude...
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